Is there anything the representatives could do to make sure it doesn't?
[She can understand the idea of not wanting to be in any more debt than he had to be, but at the same time ...]
They have all kinds of medicine and magic. I get that you might not want to rely on them for everything, but I can't imagine that they want some kind of undead outbreak all over Eudio either.
Maybe? But--I just...it just seems like a big risk.
[He worries at his pants for moment, then decides to pick up his sketch book, flicking through the pages.]
I don't want to rely on them. I want to do this without them, as much as I can. I feel like using them too much is cheating. And--given what happened back home, trusting governments never works out that well.
[No one had ever offered to sketch her before. That's cool and she may be slightly flattered.]
And because I know what it's like to lose control and not be able to stop myself from hurting someone. If there's a way that I can help you not go through that again? I want to at least try.
[Kieren smiles, and pulls out a pencil, slowly starting to work, looking from his paper to her face. It's a natural movement, not trying to make her feel uncomfortable.]
I really appreciate it. Some people just don't understand--I don't blame them, but it's hard, sometimes, trying to explain the fear to people who have never had to worry about something inside of them, like that.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
[She can understand the idea of not wanting to be in any more debt than he had to be, but at the same time ...]
They have all kinds of medicine and magic. I get that you might not want to rely on them for everything, but I can't imagine that they want some kind of undead outbreak all over Eudio either.
no subject
[He worries at his pants for moment, then decides to pick up his sketch book, flicking through the pages.]
I don't want to rely on them. I want to do this without them, as much as I can. I feel like using them too much is cheating. And--given what happened back home, trusting governments never works out that well.
no subject
[And it really is fair enough. She was just trying to make sure all their bases are covered.]
Well, we can try it and see if we can figure it out. But it may involve digging into those feelings that you feel when you're about to lose control.
no subject
[Kieren looks over at her, smiling softly.]
Do you--is it okay if I sketch you? I won't show anyone, unless you agree to it, I promise.
no subject
[No one had ever offered to sketch her before. That's cool and she may be slightly flattered.]
And because I know what it's like to lose control and not be able to stop myself from hurting someone. If there's a way that I can help you not go through that again? I want to at least try.
no subject
I really appreciate it. Some people just don't understand--I don't blame them, but it's hard, sometimes, trying to explain the fear to people who have never had to worry about something inside of them, like that.